Don’t let it burst

Clearly I was mad

Very angry till I cried

I sealed my mouth tight

Trying hard to stay composed

Though I was burning inside.

Silently I prayed and wiped my tears

Swallowed my anger to avoid danger.

I could not let this outrage burst

Else, many might get hurt

(That was weak of me)

Pic : one of my painting ; acrylic on paper (blue series)

In the waiting room

Numbers popping on the screen

And names called one after another

On their feet, on wheelchairs and walking sticks

They are patients waiting to be seen.

Here I am, sitting among them

Feeling great that my pain is gradually disappearing

And my life is slowly getting back in place.

I can only pray for every face that I see around me today

Be granted patience and strength

And the recovery they are after will eventually be theirs

*I am grateful to be here with these people, who know that giving up is never an option*

Today, Neurosurgery clinic; 830am #2months after.


I am awake and I smile

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Hope, Love and Patience
Are here with me at all times
Don’t have to count 1 2 3
Don’t have to call for them to come
I can feel their presence even if I could not see
That’s the gift He is giving me
To help me through with this journey
Knowing that He is always there
Guiding me in every step I have to take
Giving me back my smile
So I could share with the love of my life
#gratitude

Echoes in my ears

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His voice echoed in my ears
“Nothing will last forever
Till then we should stay together
And filled our lives with laughters
We love each other, that is what matter”
He wiped my tears and looked straight into my eyes; “I don’t want us separated”
It was painful just to remember that evening
When those words came from him
“Let us hug each other…four of us
This way we will be stronger”
And we burst into tears again

#gratitudeandpatience
#greatpeople
#greatjourney

Photo : time flies, he is now one fine gentleman. Blessed.