Grieve no more

I learned to ignore

I learned to keep a distance

I allowed myself to grieve

I did not resist

I broke down and cried

Until I suffocated no more

Until I was able to breathe

Until my heart told me that I was ready

To embrace my vulnerability

To embrace my life

And to get back to where I left off

Things will get better, I will get better, that I will always believe.

*written during my recovery from brain surgery*

Photo : morning sky, gloomy day

I quit, not giving up


This not the end
This is a new beginning
I quit but not giving up
The decision I made
Though it was hard
I see good in it
Not only to me
But everyone
So we can all live in peace
I am a fighter
Who eventually get exhausted
Fighting the endless battle
In the unseen war
I am not giving up
I am just starting again
In a different battle
In a different direction
With different legion

Photo : we took this same route everyday