Pink October -To never give up

The hope is to never give up.

The battle you are in is not for you alone but also for everyone around. They always say, they know it is not easy. They tell you to be patient. They reassure you everything is going to be okay. They say the pain is temporary.

That makes you wonder – do they really know how you feel? Your everyday stuggles? Your fears? Your pain?

Then you ask yourself – will I ever recover? Again and again you cry when no one is looking. You feel alone in this battle.

We may not fully understand you… We may not feel your pain… We may walk in different shoes… We may not have the best words to comfort you…But we care as much as you do. And we pray for you…

You are not alone.
There is always hope.
You are a warrior the moment you decided to see a doctor.

Pink October.
The hope is to never give up – all of us.

#pinkoctober #awareness

Not meant to be mine?

I never thought I’d be sad… losing something that I have never actually got to know (yet).

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It has been wandering around for nearly 2 weeks in that building. I was planning to bring it home back then but, could not find it that day. I thought maybe someone had taken it home.

Then this morning it appeared on the stairs. We decided that maybe it’d best if we took it in. I managed to hold it for a while. Quick preparation was made to let it stay with us. Unfortunately we lost it again. I don’t know why… but, I got emotional.

The kitten is not even mine. It… never actually belonged to me.

Why am I sad? That, I am curious.

I fell in love the moment I heard about the poor little kitten. When I got a chance to hold it today, I got attached to it in that split second. I was sympathetic to see how fragile it was.

I wanted to have it… and make it family. It deserved a better place to stay… a better life. I wanted it to be loved, living life full of affection. I wanted to hold it longer…

I wish I will see it again; that beautiful yellow little kitten.

For now, I am happy to see what I have bought for it. My intention is good. I hope it knows… and will come back to me.

25092017. Feeling hopeful.

Trust – is it redeemable?

TRUST… they say, once broken, is hard to mend. The pain is excruciating, and it can be unbearable too.
TRUST… it is not given freely. For some, it takes years to build. Even it happens in an instant, once shattered it will take longer to repair. If only it is repairable. Things will never be the same again – the wound though it is healed, the scar remains. So, how can one forget what causes the scar ?
TRUST, even if it can be redeemed, will not bring one to the place he or she once belonged. Does forgiveness mean one can start over ? And all the faults can be forgotten? Is the trust redeemable ?
TRUST, once broken, makes one very cautious. There will be invisible walls everywhere. One may not see, but the distance can be felt. The gap is forever marked. And the walls get higher as one tries to come closer. So, one will not live in the torment of a broken trust (again).
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*bedtime rambling for my ‘a word a day & personal opinion” – forcing myself to write.

Lukisan hati

Tulis dari hati

Lakarkan dari jiwa

Kerna bila pergi nanti

Yang tinggal hanya nama.

Yang baik untuk diingati

Yang buruk cuba dilupa.

Jika bermanfaat perlu dikongsi

Agar menjadi bekal bila di sana

Walau tidak ditahu apa yang pasti.

….Kerna semuanya adalah milik Dia.

CORETAN JULAI 2016. Saat berdepan ujian kehidupan.

Path & light

To learn is a life long commitment. You’ll never know/learn enough. The dark path that you thought had brought you down can lead you to the most beautiful things in your life. It is fascinating to see how dreams transform into reality and how much you can achieve in the most difficult times when you least expect them. Trust your instinct, put your heart and mind into it… and venture down that that path with hope and courage. That’s the beacon that will not lead you astray. Look hard and follow the light. That beacon’s light is always there but sometimes you are distracted by the scenery around you making you forget its call. Seek for the light… dare yourself to dream, and dream big. Trust me, you’ll get there…

Have I found mine? I dare not say…

Idayu Maarof, 29th July 2017

Author; The Doctor is Sick (2016)

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