Not meant to be mine?

I never thought I’d be sad… losing something that I have never actually got to know (yet).

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It has been wandering around for nearly 2 weeks in that building. I was planning to bring it home back then but, could not find it that day. I thought maybe someone had taken it home.

Then this morning it appeared on the stairs. We decided that maybe it’d best if we took it in. I managed to hold it for a while. Quick preparation was made to let it stay with us. Unfortunately we lost it again. I don’t know why… but, I got emotional.

The kitten is not even mine. It… never actually belonged to me.

Why am I sad? That, I am curious.

I fell in love the moment I heard about the poor little kitten. When I got a chance to hold it today, I got attached to it in that split second. I was sympathetic to see how fragile it was.

I wanted to have it… and make it family. It deserved a better place to stay… a better life. I wanted it to be loved, living life full of affection. I wanted to hold it longer…

I wish I will see it again; that beautiful yellow little kitten.

For now, I am happy to see what I have bought for it. My intention is good. I hope it knows… and will come back to me.

25092017. Feeling hopeful.

Celebrating Motherhood

I had her with me for a while only
I did not understand then
And I sometimes asked why
Why was I given only a short time
With the one I called my mum
Now that I have children of my own
I truly appreciate those early years
And life after the loss
That I should live in the moment
Be thankful of every challenge…

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Pic : my painting ‘letting go'(i shall rise again)

*my mothers day jotting

Good to be home; i get to hug you

Been almost 3 weeks we parted
Missing you both so dearly
When i saw you both today
My heart melted
You both said to me
– we didnt feel hungry when you were not around but we ate
– we missed you but we didnt cry
– we didnt feel well but we took our medicine
You don’t have to worry anymore
We are big boys now
We just want you back home
We know you were tired but seeing you both home make us very happy
Just don’t feel bad
We still love you both no matter what
Like you told us – be grateful; GOD loves us
HE will always protect us
Let us be together
You can still hug us…we can hug you both in return
…..and my tears drop.

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#cryingofhappiness
#mypreciousfromJannah
#backhomeafter17days
#recoveringfromillness

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