Strong will

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Demi rezeki…

“Hendak seribu daya.”

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Embrace your limitation

& unlock your strength

During the challenging time.

All you need is a strong will..

“When there is a will, there is a way.”

Photo : Mr Green had lost one leg.

I lost it!

Ideas popped into my mind

Quickly I grabbed a pen

Wanted to scribble them down

But before any words were written

They just disappeared

Leaving me feeling mad

Frustrated I threw my pen 

and went silent

Because, I lost it again!


*the feeling everytime I was struggling with words. And the reason why I did not update my blog for quite sometime. 

Reflections of the heart

Listen to the echoes

& the whispers from within

You are not alone

I’ll keep you safe

If you live by the rules
 

Feel for the beating flesh

As it rushes and gushes

Far beyond imagination

Crossing every turn

Filling every space

To feed your soul

With the whispers & echoes

That say, listen and understand

You are racing against time

Do you live by the rules?
 

Just listen to the echoes

& the whispers from within

That is your guidance

Till the flesh stops beating

Till the gushes flow no more

The echoes come to an end

& the whispers go silent

Did you live by the rules ?

You will be asked again
 So, listen while you can

To the echoes & whispers from within

That tell you to embrace life

That tirelessly feed your soul

Before your time comes to an end

When you are alone

And no one can keep you safe

Unless you lived by the rules

As echoed by the beating flesh.

 

 

*embrace life*

Inspired by echocardiogram.

Written after my echo @ National Heart Centre (#IJN) on 05052017.

Don’t let it burst

Clearly I was mad

Very angry till I cried

I sealed my mouth tight

Trying hard to stay composed

Though I was burning inside.

Silently I prayed and wiped my tears

Swallowed my anger to avoid danger.

I could not let this outrage burst

Else, many might get hurt

(That was weak of me)

Pic : one of my painting ; acrylic on paper (blue series)

Rambling in the dark

Eyes wide open

My mind wanders around

Sleepy no more, I grab my phone

And begin writing

This post you are reading.

Isn’t it great,being able to write

In the middle of the night ?

Though it is just a pointless rambling

Somewhere, someone is reading

Enough to bring smile

Before I settle, in the land full of of dreams….

Good nite 🙂

Pic : my doodle (August  2016)

You are my Paradise

“Take your time

I will understand

I will never leave

Cause you are my paradise…

This song I composed

Is special for you ,this song is ours

So you know, I will always be there for you.”

*my son wrote this song for me 2 months ago after knowing that I’ll have to go for another surgery. He even sang it to me💖.A beautiful rendition from an 11-year old.

Pic : my painting on that special day

 I want you home

You stood there

Not knowing what to say

Slowly you came to me

Lying on my bed in silence

I hugged you tight

Your heart beating fast

Then you said to me,

Mama, I want you home.

Oh dear… If only you know,

I don’t want to be here either

But, this is where I could get better

So we can have future together

Pic : latest painting before hospitalisation

 

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