I never thought I’d be sad… losing something that I have never actually got to know (yet).
It has been wandering around for nearly 2 weeks in that building. I was planning to bring it home back then but, could not find it that day. I thought maybe someone had taken it home.
Then this morning it appeared on the stairs. We decided that maybe it’d best if we took it in. I managed to hold it for a while. Quick preparation was made to let it stay with us. Unfortunately we lost it again. I don’t know why… but, I got emotional.
The kitten is not even mine. It… never actually belonged to me.
Why am I sad? That, I am curious.
I fell in love the moment I heard about the poor little kitten. When I got a chance to hold it today, I got attached to it in that split second. I was sympathetic to see how fragile it was.
I wanted to have it… and make it family. It deserved a better place to stay… a better life. I wanted it to be loved, living life full of affection. I wanted to hold it longer…
I wish I will see it again; that beautiful yellow little kitten.
For now, I am happy to see what I have bought for it. My intention is good. I hope it knows… and will come back to me.
25092017. Feeling hopeful.