I love him…but he is yours (Allah)

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Give him strength
Give him courage
Let him accept
Let him redha
I will be forever his
So does our heroes
Allah please protect him
I know he can
Guide him
Let his tears flow of happiness
We have been through this
Through this battle with victory
Which maybe temporary
Then for a while we fogot
Maybe…i would say maybe
About our aim to be together in Jannah
Hand in hand us with our little heroes
Now we are tested again harder than before till he cried
That is my wish
Should I go before him
I want him to know
I Love him
And those love are purely from our Creator ALONE….we are blessed to hang on this long
Syukur Ya Allah. For this chance…
Grant us love…grant us happiness so we could achieve more in out path to Jannah.
Give us chance to see ou little Jannah grow to be true Mukmin be it with me or without me.

#Allahloveisbeyondeverything
#outofICUalreadyDay7
#imissmyFirdaussomuch*hugs*

**specially dedicated to my hubby**

Photo : there will always be light…dgn izinNya. Beauty

i.maarof

Give me Smile

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Thank you Drs
Thank you sisters
Friends & Families
Known or not known to me
Indeed… you help me a lots
The word TQ will never be enough
Instead SORRY for the trouble
I am continuously bringing
….i wish i bring more smiles….
Today n days to come….
I can only promise you that
Hubby, sisters n friends

P.s. dont cry for me
I prefer smile. That is so Me!

i.maarof

Hope patience and stength…and Me

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I wanted to cry
But i cried enough of pain
I wanted to be healthy  
but healthy is not something money can buy
The rides are full of emotions and patience
Which i dont know i had enough already
Prayers…repentence…do I have to tell all
If I did will you believe still me?
Whom to blame my lifestyle, my genetics or my foods
Am I the bad influence to the kids i have
Where have things gone wrong?
Please i urged you to stop asking me why
I believe in God and the plan He has for me
He Guides me all the way
Never I questioned myself why
Of why these happening to me
Talk to me….please don’t ignore me
It hurts me more than the pain I had to endure
Lucky me I still have those believe in me
That I am never pretending.

i.maarof